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My name is Dylann Storm Roof I was born on the third of April, 1994 in Columbia, South Carolina. I was not raised in a racist home or environment. Living in the South, almost every person has a small amount of racial awareness, simply because of the numbers of negroes in this part of the country. But it is a superficial awareness. Growing up, in school, the White and black kids would make racial jokes toward each other, but thats all it was, jokes. Me and my White friends would sometimes watch American History X, or some videos online of black nationalists talking about killing White people, but there was no real understanding behind it.
The event that truly awakened me was the Trayvon Martin case. I kept hearing and seeing his name, and eventually I decided to look him up. I read the Wikipedia article and right away I was unable to understand what the big deal was. It was obvious that Zimmerman was in the right. But moore importantly this prompted me to type the words "Black on White crime" into Google, and I was never the same since. The first website I came to was the Council of Conservative Citizens. There were pages upon pages of these brutal, disgusting black on white murders. I was in disbelief. At this moment I realized that something was very wrong. How could the news be blowing up this Trayvon Martin case while hundreds of these black on White murdres got no airtime?
From this point I researched deeper and found out what was happening in Europe. I saw that the same things were happening in England and France. Again I couldn't believe it. As an American, you are taught to accept living in the melting pot, and that blacks and other minorities have just as much right to be here, since we are all immigrants. But Europe is the homeland of White people, and in many ways the situation is even worse there. From here I cound out about the Jewish problem and other issues facing the White race and today I can say with confidence that I am completely racially aware.
I think it is fitting to start off with the group I have the most real life experience with, and the group that is the biggest problem of Americans.
Niggers are stupid and violent. At the same time they are very slick and conniving.
Black people view everything through a racial lense. They are always thinking about the fact that they are black. This is part of the reason they get offended so easily, and think that some things are racist even when a White person wouldn't even be thinking about race. And this is part of our problem. Black people are racially aware almost from birth, but White people on average dont think about race in their day to day lives. But we need to. That is what racial awareness is. It is viewing everything that happens through a racial lense.
Now say you were to witness a dog being beat by a man. You are almost surely going to feel very sorry for that dog. But say you were to witness a man being bit by a dog. You will most likely not feel the same pity you felt for the dog for the man. Why? Because dogs are lower than men.
This same analogy applies to negroes. Even today, blacks are viewed as lower beings by White people on a subconcious level. And this is why we continue to feel sorry for them for no reason. Blacks are held to a lower standard in general. This is why they are able to get away with things like obnoxious behavior in public, because its expected.
I wish that niggers were treated terribly throughout history by Whites, that every White person had an ancestor who owned slaves, that segregation was a evil and opressive institution, and so on. Because if it was all true, it would make it so much easier for me to accept our current situation. But it isn't true. None of it is. We are told to accept what is happening to us because of our ancestors wrong doing. But it is all based on historical lies, exagerations, and muths I have tried and tried to think of reasons we deserve this, and I have only came back more irritated because there are no reasons.
Only a fourth to a third of people in the South owned even one slave. Yet every White person in America is treated as if they had an ancestor that was a slave owner. This applies to people in states that slavery never existed in as well as people whose family immigrated after slavery was already dissolved.
Segregation was not a bad thing. It was a defensive measure. Segregation did not exist to hold back niggers. It existed to protect us from them. And I mean that in multiple ways. Not only did it protect us from having to interact with them, but it protected us from being brought down to their level. Integration has done nothing but bring White people down to the level of coloured people. The best example of this is obviously the school system. Now white parents are forced to move to the suburbs to send their children to "good schools". But what constitutes a "good school"? The fact is that how good a school is considered directly corresponds to how White it is. I hate with a passion the whole idea of the suburbs. To me it represents nothing but scared White people running. And thats what they are doing. Running because they are too weak, scared, and brainwashed to fight. Why should White people have to flee the cities they created for the security of the suburbs? Why are the suburbs secure? Because they are white. The pathetic part is that these White people that leave for the suburbs dont even admit to themselves why they want to move. They tell themselves its for better schools or simply to live in a nicer neighborhood. But it is honestly just a way to escape niggers and other minorities.
But what about the White people that are left behind? What about the White children who, because of school zoning laws, are forced to go to a school that is 90 percent Black? Do we really believe for one minute that that White Kid isn't going to be picked on for being White? Do we really think that he will be able to go one day without being called a "white boy" by some nigger ? And who is going to fight for him? Who is fighting for these White people forced to live among niggers. No one. But someone has to.
I remember one day I was sitting at a stoplight and a schoolbus turned in front of me. Every face on that bus was as black as coal except for a young White boy's toward the back. He looked as if he was in a living hell, and I believe he was. Why should he have to suffer needlessly? I felt at that moment even mrore decided in my decision.
The modern school system covers the whole brain development of a human. From 6 if not earlier, to 18, or 24 if college is taken into account, White people are being indoctrinated with anti-White filth.
Many White people feel as though they don't have a unique traditional culture. The reason for this is that White culture is world culture. I dont mean that our culture is made up of other races cultures, I mean that our culture has been adopted by everyone in the world.
This makes us feel as though our culture isn't special or unique. Say for example that every business-man in the world wore a kimono, that every skyscraper was in the shape of a pagoda, that every door was a sliding one, and that everyone ate every meal with chopsticks. This would probably make a Japanese man feel as though he had no unique traditional culture. Forks, winged doors, tennis shoes, pianos, suits, and countless other things we take for granted are all examples of white culture.
Anyone who thinks that white and black people look as different as we do on the outside, but are somehow magically the same on the inside, is delusional. How could our faces, skin, hair, and body structure all be different, but our brains be exactly the same? This is the nonsense we are led to believe.
Negroes have lower IQs, lower impulsew control, and higher testosterone levels in general. These three things alone are a recipe for violent behavior. If a scientist publishes a paper on the differences between the races in the USA, he could expect to lose his job. THere are personality traits within families, so why not within races? When you go to a doctor they will usually want a record of diseases within your family, yet we still deny the differences between the races.
Some people feel as though the South is beyond saving, that we have too many blacks here. To this I say look at history. The South had a higher ratio of blacks when we were holding them as slaves. Look at South Africa, and how such a small minority held the blacks in apartheid for years.
It is far from being too late. I believe that even if we emade up 30 percent of the population of the U.S. we could take it back completely. But by no means should we wait any longer to take drastic action.
My blood is mostly from the British Isles, but I have been blessed with a significant amount of German blood and a German surname. My blood is representative of America.
Some white nationalists support the idea ofa "Northwest Front". I think this idea is stupid. Why should I for example, give up the beauty and history of my state to go the Northwest? To me the whole idea just parralells the concept of White people running to the suburbs. The whole idea is pathetic and is just another way to run from the problem without facing it.
I would love for there to be a race war. I wont lie, I think every White nationalist dreams of a race war even if they deny it. But im not sure we even need to have one. Ideally we could simply take control of the government, and inact laws in order to get thing under control. I would personally be content with reinstating segregation and punishing certain individuals as need be. Although we would also need to put a forced sterilization program and deportation program in place at the same time.
I have read hundreds of slave narratives from my state, and only about one in twenty had even one negative thing to say. One narrative sticks out in my mind, where this old ex-slave recounts how the day his mistress died was one of the saddest days in his life. Many others, when asked about whippings, replied that their masters never whipped his slaves, or that he didn't allow his slaves to be whipped.
In a modern history class, it is always emphasized that, when talking about "bad" things Whites have done in history, the people were White. But when we learn about the numerous, almost countless wonderful things Whites have done, it is never pointed out that these people were White. Yet when we learn about anything important a Black person did in history, it is always pointed out repeatedly that they were Black. For example when we learn about how George Washington Carver was the first nigger smart enough to open a peanut.
I have noticed that one of the thing racially aware White men seem to hate the most is race mixing white women. I personally don't understand this. These people seem to place the blame only on the white women without thinking about what causes them to do it. In my eyes these women are nothing but victims. They are victims of the jews and their media, telling them that not only is it okay to race mix, its cool. Then more times than not they end up being the victims of domestic abuse at the hands of their black lovers. I don't think these women should be killed, or even punished so long as they repent. They are not beyond saving. I personally wouldn't want to have relations with one though, as they are damaged goods.
Unlike many White nationalists, I am of the opinion that the vast majority of American and European jews are White. In my opinion the issue with jews is not their blood, but their identity. I think that if we could somehow destroy the jewish identity, then they would cause a problem.
The problem is that jews look White, and in many cases are white, yet they see themselves as minorities. Just like niggers, most jews are always aware and constantly thinking about the fact that they are jewish.
The other issue is that jews network. Because jews are always thinking about being jewish, much of the time they feel like outsiders, even when no one treats them that way. I think this is part of the reason they don't feel guilty for the disgusting things they do.
If we could somehow turn every jew blue for 24 hours, I think that people would be able to see what is going on. What I mean is that one of the main reasons jews are able to get away with the things they do is that people dont recognize them for what they are.
I don't, today, consider myself a Christian. But obviously Christianity is an extremely important part of White culture historically. For that reason I believe that Christianity should be in the very least respected. I believe that even if you dont believe in Jesus, he deserves to be respected as part of our history and culture.
I would like to say that unlike niggers who blame others for their problems I do not blame black or even Jews for my failures in life.
Also I want to state that I am morally opposed to psychology. It is a Jewish invention, and does nothing but invent diseases and tell people they have problems when they dont.
Im not fighting for what white people are, but what we have the potential to be.
I dont respect or feel pity for old white people or my elders as they are the ones who let us get in our situation
Homosexuality doesn't exist. It is nothing but a fetish that has been turned into a sexuality by the jews.
This is why so many married men with children come out as gay. They obviously can preform normally, they just prefer men.
Homosexuality should be illegal or reinstated as a severe mental illness.
One of my only regrets is that I was never able to fall in love.
I have hashimotos disease.
I am not doing this to fight for what white people are, but rather what I know we have the potential to be.
People joke about prison rape without ever thinking about how sick it really is. Its a touchy subject I know, but white nationalists need to confront it.
I see so many White women wasting their beauty because they put no effort into how they dress.
No one else has any responsibility for what I have done.
I planned and went about it completely alone.
I repeat, do not try and punish other people for my actions because you couldn't punish me. This is wrong and cruel.
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